because i am sad, i needed to write..

or simply post pictures..

i arrived home emotionally spent from a very emotional day at work. someone had a very bad tragedy, and i felt i carried the emotions home with me.


to top it all, i was really homesick.


to top it all, i was hungry.


to top it all, its raining heavily (after a few days of glorious sunshine, bar Sunday), and the skies really dark, reminiscent of winter (therefore,i conclude i definitely have SAD / seasonal affective disorder, i must do)


here are some happy pictures for me. (or the recent one i could get to,without having to download loads).

driving to nowhere with Adrian..we argue like cats and dogs in the car, and we laugh like 

giddy school kids in the car, we sing to top of our voices, we shout because we disagree how the 

maneuvers the lanes, what can i say, we cant bear to be with one another, we cant live without the other.

my lovely sunglasses. it reminds me of an old pair, an old life.

my exercise regime is showing results. albeit the visual physical result is slowing down now,

 and the results are more of the nonvisual results :

(BP, blood sugars, energy levels, tolerance to exercise), 

i do not have the tethering feeling of someone who is constantly watching what i eat, 

or counting calories, because i know,even if i do not lose the weight, 

the goal after all is to be/feel healthier. and i do.

Dominique. 

in 3 months and she is turning 3 years old.

just pure happiness.

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(ps. i ate a ready-bake baguette, a quarter of a camembert cheese and some parma ham,

suddenly, i feel more like myself again).