spammed

i almost had the urge to open a spam mail titled "Babies from china for sale".

but i didnt. it goes to show how broody i am

i didnt open it because one: i know its a con for gullible people.

second: because it will only confirm how desperate i am (*sniggers at self*).


blame it on babies i see every single day of my life. they're just so cute and adorable.

and of course, the maternal instinct in me is kicking in.

it has since 2003,hehe.

but really, how can i be a good mother when i could hardly be bothered to do some running around and playing endless in the park? (im too lazy)

i can never be a good mother that i can only take coo-ing adorable ones, and when they start to cry, i develop a migraine.

i love waking up late (when its a weekend).

i love staying up late (every night).

and with my health problems, the child will end up being my carer when s/he is 5 years old.

all these point to me being an unsuitable mother.


but all's not lost. there are some things i could do, in my own humble way.

for sure: the child will have the best parties and photos any child could ask for.

and if its girl, she'll have a cosmetic collection fit for celebrity.

so universe, 2 out of 10, is better than nil.