do i miss it?
oh so much so, whenever i pass by shops where i could easily grab a dress, and put it on. but this time, i am sadly put off buying anything because nothing looks good on me. not even to my own eyes.
when i was in this weight, i was hardly sleeping, i was eating small regular meals (college meals of 1 cup rice/matchbox pieace meat/soup ration, a snack if lucky), and i was in the dance troupe for the cdc, and i was swimming too.
now? the only cardio i get is the walk from the house to the parking lot. and food is big portions and not as regular.
so there's no question why the weight is piling on.
the question now is what am i doing about it? non.
except, if you call threatening myself to not buy a single new dress/top/clothing unless i drop 2 sizes off which was the size i was on for the longest time.
lets see if that threat works.
(disclaimer: shoes dont count. its not part of the threat,LOL).
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im the one on the left, kneeling in the front...
im the one pointed by the arrow..i had retainers then..
still pointed by the arrow..christmas parties of our class..
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i used to hate my body then, and i wished i had washboard abs. it goes to show we never get satisfied for what we have.
if i will magically revert to this frame now, i would thank the heavens, and hit the shops to buy clothes im itching to wear. nothing fashionable, just stuff i cant stomach wearing because it feels "not right",haha.
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its nice to see old photos , non?
all the more reason, we should take more photos everyday..so that one day we dont tut our tongues and curse ourselves for not taking more photos when we could have.x
how about you, share your old photos..i wanna see you from years past..
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hala chel.. wako kaila nimo.. nalingaw ko... lol
chel, i know what you mean. we will be happy if we got our old bodies siguro. pero back then, we hated it with a passion. i don't know what i was thinking when i thought i was fatter before. nabuang!
chel, ma daot ug ma voluptuous, i love you. mwah.
isn't it fun to see where we were and how we are now. i'm sure you realize what big improvements you have done to your soul. and that so many more people love you.
one step at a time, pwede ra man gyud nimo ibalik imong previous weight. it's all up to us. =) apil ko. and i think i am talking to myself here rather than commenting to you. hehehe. pareha man gud ta ug predicament.
You looked liked a movie star! Your beauty is different now. It's got depth.
hala chel.. wako kaila nimo.. nalingaw ko... lol
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i know mai, lisud gyud, layo rako ta awon from that,haha=)
chel, i know what you mean. we will be happy if we got our old bodies siguro. pero back then, we hated it with a passion. i don't know what i was thinking when i thought i was fatter before. nabuang!
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hi che..i dont even expect to get to that weight anymore..i just pray something that is within doable levels,haha..you can do it, you have only a little postnatal belly to lose...i have a big junk on mine that i doubt will ever move=)
chel, ma daot ug ma voluptuous, i love you. mwah.
isn't it fun to see where we were and how we are now. i'm sure you realize what big improvements you have done to your soul. and that so many more people love you.
one step at a time, pwede ra man gyud nimo ibalik imong previous weight. it's all up to us. =) apil ko. and i think i am talking to myself here rather than commenting to you. hehehe. pareha man gud ta ug predicament.
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hi chi, thanks for the first sentence, i really feel the love there..
and youre so right, we can do this if we really want to..
*hugs chi* thanks for the belief
You looked liked a movie star! Your beauty is different now. It's got depth.
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thats such a generous compliment ate lou regarding me looking like a moviestar..i wish i felt like it=) but thank you, i do think now my look has more depth..experience and age does that to us, and if i have to ever be slim again, i dont want to lose "the depth"..=) *hugs* thank you ate lou=)
You are beautiful then.
You are more beautiful now.
I miss you, Chel!
You are beautiful then.
You are more beautiful now.
I miss you, Chel!
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thank you ai=)
youre biased, coz you know how i love you=)
i recall this as an interesting time for u-- college days (both in school and in our subdivision ;-)
taas jud imong hair ani na time. hehehe!
i recall this as an interesting time for u-- college days (both in school and in our subdivision ;-)
taas jud imong hair ani na time. hehehe!
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memorable time of my life..=) i was rapunzel that time,haha=) i miss you karl..
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